Day 2, the first test

I'm afraid I can't let you do that, Adam

Day 1 went off without a problem, but I owe that mostly to the fact that I had plenty to inherently stop me eating chocolate yesterday; I had work and then spent the evening hanging out with a friend, I didn't really have the opportunity to eat chocolate.

But now day 2 has arrived and I most certainly do have the opportunity, I just ate my lunch (before a 12 hour overnight shift...yay...) and I would normally go grab a handful of kitkat's or penguin bars to satiate my need for desert...Instead here I am, writing this far-from-satisfying blog post. Is it helping? Well, I'm not eating chocolate, so for the moment it is certainly having an effect.

It was weird, however, how quickly your sub-conscious can turn from a silent observer into an evil, controlling force that is nearly impossible to naturally resist. At first I was moments away from getting out of my chair to go get my goodies, not realising that my brain had whispered sweet temptations in my ear and I was already listening happily

"Start Tomorrow" It said.

"You have a long shift ahead of you, why suffer now?" It purred, very convincingly.

Thankfully, however, I managed to tell myself to, instead, write this blog post. And though I still want some FUCKING CHOCOLATE AHHHHHHHHHHHHH It is getting in the way of me getting some, and it's reminding me not to give in.

Which is nice of it.

Now to go back to watching Star Trek (TNG, go team Piccard) before my shift starts, and Hopefully you won't hear from me again until tomorrow. Hopefully.

~A